Germaine (:

2010-07-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

ANNYEONG,

I'M BUYING SHINEE'S ALBUM, LUCIFER!

OMO, HAPPY TTM.

TAEMIN LOOKS HAWT.

ALRIGHT, GO TO MY TUMBLR TO SEE TAEMIN'S NEW HAIRSTYLE.

www.ithastobetaemin.tumblr.com

FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR IF YOU HAVE ONE TOO! <3

2010-07-11T02:29:00.001-07:00

HEY GUYS I'M BACK!

Sorry for the M.I.A.

I was very ~~lazy~~ to actually update.

Nowadays no time for blog alr.

Many things happened when i was away.

Mostly twitter-ing, tumblr and facebook.

Alright, shall stop here.

Shall update soon, bye! (:

2010-06-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

Come on la, get a life.

LEETAEMIN I STILL LOVE YOU. HAH! ♥

2010-06-04T04:13:00.000-07:00

TAEMIN IS THE BOMB! ♥

2010-05-31T03:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for so long.
Blogging is kinda outdated alr.
Well, maybe i'm not gonna use any blogging thingy or whatever.
Maybe tumblr will do.
Anyway, TAEMIN IS HOT.
Hahaha, k bye! :D

2010-05-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD ! :D

2010-05-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

Regina seducing my dog ><
LOL FACE .
Regina's sexy bodehh !
Picture of the day ! :D
Retarded Regina (:
Speechless .
Even more retarded face .
Regina and center parting me ! (:
I gave her that band so that she'll be happy :D
c:
Twist .
Coooooooloooooooourful nails ! (:
Candid .

Outing w Regina to Seoul Garden > My house !
vvv

2010-04-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

That Should Be Me , this is so sad .

Hello guys ,
Long time never post alr .
Can't post much cause tomorrow still got exam .
Then needa sleep early .
After exam , i went to Sunplaza .
Played frisbee then study .
Nothing much actually .
I'm feeling down without his text .
Pffffffffffffffft .. Today sucks .
I just really hope tomorrow will be a better day k (:
Bye , v

2010-04-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

Pictures (:

2010-04-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

-Right side-

-Left side-

HEY GUYS !

I need your "help" .

I can't decide which side i should put my fringe at (:

Left or right ?

Don't tell me center parting !!

Please comment kay !

Obviously comment at my tagboard .

Or text me if you have my number .

THANKS MUCHMUCH :D

I'll be loving you long time .

2010-04-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

Don't leave me in all this pain , take these tears away .

Hello people !

Today i went to Tekong with Fel .

Met up with Anthony etcs there .

Had lots of fun there but we were frustrated cause SOMEONE came .

He's ~~fxcking~~ guailan .

Hate it ttm , not his ball then don't let the girls play match .

Mastermind of everything lor .

Okay , sorry .

Let's just talk about random stuffs .

I'M BORED NOW .

Got much much more pictures to upload .

But i'm super lazy .

I've totally got no motivation to study lor .

Pffffffffft , people please MOTIVATE me lah .

I can't kick this stupid habit since young ...

LAZINESS .

It's killing me , it's killing my brain cells .

That's why i got more and more stupid , day by day .

Okay , i can't post like ... A long post today .

Tired lah , tomorrow no training ):

Feel sad !!

HOWEVER , i can go 357/Tekong to play ball !

Tomorrow please go 357/Tekong eh .

Then more fun (:

Or maybe even a better idea , play in the rain :D

Yay , hahahahahaha .

Alright , i'm ~~missing~~ someone alr .

Boeyboey , you know i know ^<

Byeeeeeeeeeeee !

Confessions of a broken hearted girl .

2010-04-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

I just tell myself not to think too much .

Hey guys ,

I did two webcaming sessions with two super hyper girls .

They're adorable and craaaaaazy (:

I think Felicia's gonna kill me for posting such unglam pictures :P

Hope you don't mind Twinnie !

Miss Swan , cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer up kay ?

You're always very cheerful .

Smiling always , and now ?

C'mon , i'm here for ya babe v

Twinnie , cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer up too kay ?

You're not the you i know alr .

We girls gotta bo tough yeah ?

I'm here for you too babe v

Love you peeps !! :D

My heart isn't working without you .

2010-04-15T05:10:00.000-07:00

Baby i'm down down down down down !

Hey peeps !

I look retarded in the solo picture .

But whatever !! (:

I went out with Felicia today .

Only one word to describe it ...

FUN

Felicia , better be honoured .

We started off by going to RP .

To the library and got a seat .

Felicia did E-learning ,

While the ~~hardworking~~ me sat there and ~~do nothing~~ AT ALL .

Good girl rightttttt ?!

Okay LOL .

For more more more entertainment ,

Go to http://www.hyp-notised.blogspot.com/ ! V

There's a random video too .

Hahahahahha , tag more kay (:

I'm upset .

But i can't tell you why .

Cause you're the one who made me feel that way .

I'm sorry boy .

2010-04-14T03:37:00.000-07:00

2010-04-14T03:09:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the MIA guys .
I was having camp for 3D2N (:
It was really really fun !
I love camps .
Especially adventure camps .
I just simply love sports .
Study hard ,
Play harder !!
I miss camping and the instructors alr .

Sec 2 camp ROCKS ! ♥

2010-04-05T01:09:00.000-07:00

Hello people ,
I'm bored .
So i edited this picture .
Not bad uh ? :P
Personally i think this picture looks alright .
It looks humanish so it should be alright (:
I don't like the birthmark on my hand ><"
But i was born with it ,
So what can i do ?
It's pouring now , like super heavy can .
I didn't go to school today .
Cause i'm sick , duh .
HAVE BEEN SICK FOR 4DAYS INCLUDING TODAY .
Finally going to see the doctor today .
My throat have been killing me for the past 4 days .
Wish me luck aye ?
I hope that the doctor won't stuck his whole hands ,
Down my swollen throat .
Eeeew , what an ugly sight .
HAHAHA , it's kinda funny too (:

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Tomorrow there's Netball training ,
Kinda happy and kinda ~~not~~ .
Cause' my muscles are currently building upppp .
So obviously it hurts like hell .
Just pray that the aching will be gone by tomorrow or today .
Besides that , i'm craving for courtworks .
I know i know .
You guys may be like ,
What the hell is wrong with her ?
But yeah , i AM craving for courtworks .
Some people may think courtwork is boring and etc .
But it's fun , like seriously .
Cause' i get to learn more and run more !
Hahaha , i love to do more work on court ,
Then just standing there and wait for the ball to come to your side ,
Then start moving .
~~IT'S BORING~~ .

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But to have a position to play on court is good enough .
Being a benchwarmer is really really sad .
But we can't blame anybody .
We can only blame they , themselves .
The benchwarmers themselves .
Well , i won't say everything in a specific way .
This post is wordy enough .
All i gotta say is ,
Buck up , and do your best everytime your Coach puts you on court .
Show her/him that you really did try and did your best .
During trainings is the best time to learn and train on your weakest points .
I agree that sometimes though you tried your best ,
Your Coach doesn't seem to notice .
But then , you just have to keep on trying (:
Must 再接再厉 you know !
Hahaha , i love this quote .
"If you didn't foul in the game, means you didn't do to your fullest"
Super true can !!
So just remember that kay .
Alright , i'm being super random .
But , it's just me ^<

The way you make me feel , v

2010-04-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

I was bitten by Oreo ):

Master Bedroom's Toilet .

Daryl's Room .

Germaine's Room .

Balcony .

Common Toilet .

Service Balcony .

Kitchen , including my cute parents .

Living Room , including my retarded brother .

Living Room again .

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Hi guys ,

Today my whole family had to wake up at 5am .

We had to go to our new house ,

Which is located at Woodlands .

And yes , i am moving to Woodlands .

Officially moving on 10th April .

Which is just like ... 6 days more !!

I am quite happy , but also sad .

Cause' i've been living in my current house since i was 2 years old .

Awww , kinda sad huh ?

I'm gonna miss my friends that are staying in Sembawang .

I am also gonna miss my dark eyebags .

Cause i'll be sleeping super early after moving in .

I have to wake up at maybe 4.45 in the morning !!

I am soooo going to die can .

Alright , i gotta go get more rest .

I'm still sick man .

When am i gonna recover ?

I guess someone's not praying hard enough aye ? (:

Tell me you're praying for me .

Hearts , v

2010-04-02T22:22:00.001-07:00

Hello world ,
I'm sick , like very sick .
I'm hibernating at home ...
With my dog .
I can't talk , cause my throat is like , swollen on the inside .
Nowadays , everybody's falling sick .
Takecare of yourselves people .
Don't be like me , wtf .
So silly , headache still shower cold water and ice my head ><"
Only an idiot does that .
I'm trying not to use lorh , harh , meh , and all those singlish words .
I wanna be like some caucasian people .
They are so cool ,
Cause their english is super high-standard-kind .
Hahaha , okay .
I gotta go rest alr .
Hopefully , i will recover soon .

Pray hard for me to get well soon yeah ? (:
Loves , v

Picture post ,

2010-03-31T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hey guys .

Today was alright . Had fun at 357 .

There's training tomorrow and everybody's supposed to wear Jersey .

I mean not juniors but seniors .

So please remember to shave , girls (:

I did super badly for CA1 .

Didn't know how to face the reality .

But my results are far too much .

So i gotta buck up yeah .

Okay , gotta go now .

It's kinda late alr .

Bye , v

2010-03-12T08:53:00.000-08:00

Sorry much about the pictures NOT rotated correctly .
It's now 1.04am , so i gotta rush stuffs .
Today i was with the people above , with Felicia(Sec3) , Adeline(Sec3) and Jennifer(Sec2) .
LOL , we went to catch a movie called 做人 .
It was alright bah .
I cried at a part );
Awwwwwww , LOL .
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So ... Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

2010-03-11T06:01:00.000-08:00

Last Goodbye ♥

Hello people ,
I got nothing to say today .
Just that , i think today's alright .
It's just like any ordinary day (:
I'm bored now .
Btw ,
My prepaid no money le .
So obviously i can't reply .
But if there's anything ,
Can call me .
I can still answer incoming calls .
But i can't call out .
Oh manzxc ...
Super saddd .
Sorry for the inconvienience :/
Alright , gotta go !
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Thanks , you're the first too .

2010-03-07T04:31:00.000-08:00

Hey you know what ?
You're the first too (:
But not irritated .
Guess what ?
It's a mixture of like ...
Sadness , anger , weird-ness ? , maybe kind of ...
Missing the unique laughter of yours .
Hahaha .
The first time i know you ,
Yeap , i texted you .
Cause your contact was in my phone for some reasons .
Then i was like , hey this ____ is in our school one right ...
Then i text you lorh .
Haha , then a few days later if i'm not wrong .
I went to meet you .
I went to your house ,
And i had so much fun there laughing with a bunch of jokers (:
Then i nose bled x)
Yeah , it was embarrassing .
Hahaha , i gave a reason that i saw the anime pillow ,
And that made me nose bled .
Hahahahaha ,
Then i went home at like 1 plus if i'm not wrong .
Cause i didn't bear to leave .
I WAS CRAZILY HAVING TOO MUCH FUN !

The next day ,
I met you again .
Then i think we went to Yishun Safra ?
Hahaha , can't remember it accordingly already .
I was also having fun there though i didn't pool-ded .
Haha , my eyes were locked on you for some reasons again .
Whenever it was not your turn ,
You would sit beside me and talk to me (:
Then i would "tickle" you in a way that you won't really laugh but shout .
HAHAHAHA , super funny xD
I remember almost all the memories we had together .
Cause everytime i was with you ,
I was always laughing and ~~snorting~~ loudly .
My laughter never fails to make you laugh too .
You always said that you miss my obnoxious laughter .
Hah , i miss yours too . Like seriously .
Your laughter is so weird-ly laughed .
HAHA , that's why i said it was unique .

I remember how you treated me .
You were sweet , you were great and you were perfect in my eyes .
Maybe the only bad habit you had was you kept pon-ing school .
Now ,
I'm just writing about the memories (:
I'm not trying to sweet talk you back or whatever .
I just miss great memories with everyone including the ones with you :D
I wish all great memories could appear again ,
But now about us ,
Since things turned out like this ,
It's like 99.9 percent never-gonna-happen-again thing .
It's sad ya know :/
It's really really sad .
Now what we both can do is just ...
Move on ,
Don't you think so ? (:
I'm sorry for everything , frankly speaking .
I don't like couples , to become enemies in the end .
I prefer it to be the opposite way .
Enemies then couples !
It's more drama-like x)
LOL -inserts straight eyes-
I know you won't be replying at your blog anymore .
But this post is not to shoot you back or whatever .
It's just M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S with you , this kiddo (:
Lastly ,
I kinda agree with your friend who tagged you in your blog .
Your friend said ,
"Zhe zhong nu ren xu yao ni na me dulan meh ?"
Think positive like what your friend said .
I'm not worth to make you this irritated or dulan (:
Cheers key radio {:

2010-03-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

Ignore my too-thick-fringe . I was too lazy too pin up :P
Again :P
OREO ! Super cute in this picture ><
LOL ! Yuki told me to qiang jing tou xP

I LOOK ABSOLUTELY RETARDED

Unacceptable results ...

2010-03-03T05:11:00.000-08:00

Greetings (;
It's been quite a while since i've blog-ded .
Hahahahaha , sorry uh .
LOOK LOOK ! ME and Felicia are twinnnns ! :D
Anyway , today we got an unacceptable result ...
We lost to St Nic , 10-14 if i'm not wrong .
GOSH ! So bu gan yuan ttm ><
But it's okay (:
We didn't manage to go to Semi-Final cause previously ,
We lost to North Vista by 2 freaking points .
So yeah , it really is a disappointment .
However , we'll do better next year and trash Sports school !
YES MARK THAT ! :D
Alright , the team photos are taken on my birthday (:
i (v) my team ttm !

Happy Birthday to meee !

2010-02-27T06:58:00.000-08:00

Hello world .
Yesterday was the BEST day ever !
I wanna thank everybody who wished me a Happy Birthday ,
And those who bashed me and gave me presents ,
AND like seriously everything .
Thank you lovelies !
I don't know how to say that great amount of gratefu-ness .
HAHAHA !
I sound like i'm exaggerating but i'm not (:

Thank you for the cake(s) my dearest(s) !
My hand very "sour" lorh .
Cause i got too many birthday wishes in FB :D
Type until tired .
But still , i'm super touched larh !!!!!!!!
Alrighty .
Tomorrow can't go out cause i'm dining out with my family !
Can't wait :D
So people , get more rest !

C'div ,
Play hard and Fight hard for all the matches .
I want the spirit we had when we played with Sports School .
We all left without any regrets , didn't we ? (:
Cause in our heart ,
We know , that we did our very best .
We gave all out .
So i want it on the next few matches kay girls ?
SMILE AND GOODLUCK !

Good game girls !

2010-02-25T04:03:00.000-08:00

Hello people !
Today was super tiring .
My girls too .
We put up a really tough fight with Singapore Sports School today .
1st quarter was alright . Not alot of mistakes .
2nd quarter we did alot of mistakes and we did not listen to Coach instructions .
3rd quarter was the worst worst worst play ever .
But nice try babes ! (:
4th quarter was the best bah .
Cause by then , we all calmed down .
But obviously it was too late to catch up .

3rd quarter almost killed me .
I could see the "light" !
Hahahaha !
Touch wood :x
I was 3/4 dead .
Like seriously !
I could not breathe ,
I was running like hell ,
I was shouting like crazy ,
Tears were in my eyes ,
And i almost gave up .
BUT !!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't give up .

For the sake of me lovely team and myself and for everyone ,
I persevered , i seriously almost fainted halfway through the 3rd quarter .
I trust my team ,
Cause they trust me (:
We're here as one to achieve the same goal .
We fight hard in this game .
And frankly speaking ,
I'm more proud of them after today .
But i believe they got more to show .
If we played this way in every single game ,
We WILL gurantee win .

Girls , jiayou and goodluck yeah ?
I will fight till my last breath i can assure .
Cause i just did .
Hahaha , i sound so ... Cooooooooooool ^^
Alright ,
People , be positive-minded .
But don't go around haolian-ing .
Hahahaha , i love you girls !
Must fight like today in the rest of the matches we're going to have .
Promise me that okay ?

SMILE MY DEAREST BABES !
31-5 , at least it's not zero like the other schools xP

Cry me out

2010-02-24T07:29:00.000-08:00

Hey guys ,
Tomorrow we're having a match with Sports School (:
Well , i have faith and confidence in the team .
Like seriously .
My team can do it .
As long as we work together and trust each other .
C'mon girls , you girls wanna go Top 4 or not ?!
On court , i want you girls to be noisy !
Shout Out Loud !!!

Like what Coach said .
Distract them , make them lose their focus (:
And since the freaking GS is so freaking tall ,
The attackers , i need you guys to make more noise man .
I want you ALL to stop walking .
Run all the way ,
PIA all the way !

Get me !?
Show Coach that we can be better than Sports School .
Just think , Sports School ?
So what ? We can beat them .
Remember what Coach said about the Sports School VS-ing with another school ?
And then the Sports School supporters were supporting for the losing team ?
Be like them , or maybe win them and win the crowd !
Alright people , i really want you ALL to fight all the way !
Goodluck girls ! I v you babes !
FOCUS !

You post i post !

2010-02-23T06:05:00.000-08:00

You're already gone .
-Move on-

Hey guys , i can't update much .
But all i gotta say is that ...
We gotta accept that life is cruel .
And in every relationship ,
There will be at least one who will get hurt .
Or maybe even both .
Everything we do ,
There's always the consequences .
Even the good things .
Well , cheers people .
Since ...

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS TIME .

I don't wanna see anybody sad .
Hahahahahaha ! LOL !
I'm not trying to tell you guys to buy a present or whatever .
Just a simple "Happy Birthday" works (:
Goodnight peeps .
i suck , and i'm sorry .
sorry to my team and you .

You're ...

2010-02-20T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hey people , sorry for not posting . For like super long .
Wasn't even having the timetouse computer .
My brother everyday come back , use computer play Maple .
So yeah , don't blame me .
C div' just had a match on the latest thursday .
We lost to them , 12-14 .
Lose till very bu gan yuan !
Nevermind , Cdiv' we can win all !!!!!!
Especially Singapore Sports School . *inserts twitching eyebrows*
Hahahahaha !
Okay that's lame .
Alright , will post some other time .
Now i'm currently at my Aunt's house .
Which is at Bedok .
Far ttm ...
Okay byeeee

2010-02-09T04:50:00.000-08:00

NY Countdown at Aunt's house
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Great grandma's visit
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Twinnieeeeee's
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Only if ...

2010-02-09T04:24:00.000-08:00

Hey guys , sorry for not posting . Trainings , homeworks , competitons and everything else just tires me out super baaaaad . SIAN LARH ! I feel so empty . We're like so cold now and i really don't know what to do . I can't text , i can't call . You ? Pon school some more . Wanna retain is it ? :/ Tell you to go school le , you just won't listen . I know maybe you're just tired or something . But i'm more tired you know ? :/ I have trainings everyday , piles and piles of homework , work to catch up with when i leave class early for competitions , competition season now and my mum's unwell . I have to do almost everything at one time . I'm not happy ya know , i'm not . And i really don't know why . It's like we're fading . Yes its my fault too . Cause i didn't put all my effort into this relationship . But i have so many things to handle , do you think i have the time for this ? :/ I don't think i have . I don't wanna lose you , but its just so stressed and its pissing me off . Now , even worse , i am the VC of my CCA . I need to take up more responsibility and time for my team . Fxck man fxck ! Before i accepted you , i thought of alot of things . What i thought of isn't that bad . And now ? It's like ... A disaster ! It's not that bad , you're a great boyfriend i must say . You gave me your love and care . You treated me well . But now , there's just so many things coming my way . There's too much for me to handle . Its mostly my fault actually . I can't blame you . I'm sorry .
idon'tfeelyouhereanymore.
maybei'm justthinkingtoomuch.
butyou'renottherewhenineededyoumost.
theloveisneverthatstronganymore.
sigh.

When I say hey.

2010-02-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

♥ is everywhere (:

heyyo. we have a dead blog here (:
Guess what? i'm back to post!. (:
no.. I'm not germaine =.=
c'mon she sold me her blog already.
why else wouldn't she be posting?.
just kidding =O. school tmmr =X.
I don't plan on going.
anyone does? sheesh.
anywayssss I wish she'd faster update.
instead she's getting some hobo to update for her.
doesn't she feel shameful? chh blackie.
I think I'm meeting chaiboon and elijah for tau hui later (:.
heh nothing better to do anyways (:
cya guys (: hope you're satisfied with "her" latest post (:

♥G.Love
just a hint of your smile
Can make me feel fine again

Reythur - visit me (:

Not her.

2010-01-31T05:36:00.000-08:00

170110(L)2330

hey world (:
I bet you're thinking "finnaly a post!"
well sadly I'm not who you think I am =X.
I'm just some random guy she found on the street (:
so I'm helping her post cause she bribed me to.
she's probably playing with her dog or something so yeah.
I'm here to keep her blog alive since she can't do it herself.
I bet she can't wait till tmmr-
since she'll be getting the aino she's been bragging about.
chh. man I'm jealous. but i like my phone too anyways =X.
oh well it's 10pm and I'm tired. Idk why I just am.

Reythur/. was here (:

G.Love
when life gets you down.
I'll be there.

2010-01-22T18:40:00.000-08:00

2010-01-18T20:43:00.000-08:00

Hey guys , now having D&T class :b
Secretly posting ! x}
Alright , byeeeee !

♥Babeh,meloveyouttm

2010-01-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

Hello guys , i'm sorry i never update my blog . I'm just busy with super lots of things .
Super tiring D: Feeling mentally and emotionally weak . Why ? :/
Sigh ! Just super tiring these days . Netball everyday except for Sundays . Goshhhhhhhhhhh ....
Just LEI ONLY ! But fun at times (: I'm sorry teammates .
Sometimes my temper a bit ... Off uh , super sorry ):
C'DIV UH ! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP !
If you girls wanna give up , think again .
We've worked together and been through so much together for so long .
And now ? Just give up ? And let all your effort go to waste ?
Opportunities don't come easily , you'll regret once you miss it .
Like a helium balloon , once it fly away , it will NEVER come back .
So please my dearest girls , DON'T GIVE UP !
Persevere , alright ? (;
You guys are strong , fit girls !
C'mon man ! We need bonding ! We need to understand each other .
We left like ... 1 to 2 weeks to bond .
So girls , find more time to be together :D
Jiayou lovelies ! I love you guys ! <3

2010-01-09T06:29:00.000-08:00

Staying strong ♥

Hello people !
Today is super fun !
Netball training was alright ,
357 was AWESOME :D
Alright byebyebyebye !

Happiness ?

Stressed up .

2010-01-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hello guys ,
I am really busy nowadays .
Got quite alot of homeworks and study-ings to do .
I've become a good girl (:
Hahahahaha , alright i'm sorry but gotta go .
I still got study-ings to do :D
Jiayou ladies and gentlemen , don't give up !

♥ If only you felt the pain I did then maybe you could’ve felt the love I hid

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELIES !

2010-01-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

B.I.A !

Hey guys , sorry i didn't post for 4 days .
I was busy ... Yeah , kind of ? {:
I know you guys miss me , don't say it out .
I will shy deh :P
Omg , okay LOL .
Alright peeps ,
Bad news ...
I gotta go do my homework and study D:
Awwww , don't sad kay ? x]
I'll be back ~~in a few years time~~ larh .
LOL , okay .
Good news is , i benefit-ed .
Cause i study and revise marh horh ? ^^
Okay , cut the crap .
Ciao ! :D

♥ It’s sad when you want someone but you’d have to give up someone else to get them. Then when you’ve already done that, you find out that the one you gave up once also gave up everything for you.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS :D

2010-01-01T03:24:00.000-08:00

All i could do is breakdown, cry and wish that i was never that brave ♥

2009-12-28T23:45:00.000-08:00

(Please ignore my butt at the back ><)

You bring out the best in me ♥

Hello guys , pictures up already .
Hmmm , sorry that most of the pictures ain't that clear .
Alright , today i'm gonna rot at home .
Oh well ...
I can't wait to go out with Fel again xD
Won't be posting any longer .
So yeah ...
Byebyebyebye <3

2009-12-28T09:52:00.000-08:00

♥ Cry on my shoulder

Hello guys , sorry i never update .
I was ~~lazy~~ busy with stuffs (:
Hahaha , today was fun .
Er ren shi jie with Felicia .
It was so much fun like seriously !
We met up in Sembawang .
Than we headed to Blk 500+ foodcourt to have our lunch .
Bad start cause i found an insect on my spoon .
And Felicia found an insect in her drink .
OMG , eeeky huh ? :P

After we had our lunch ,
We train-ed to Causeway Point .
Both of us decided to take NEOPRINT ! :D
First time was not that good .
Second time was AWESOME ^<
LOL , after that ,
We bus-ed to Felicia's house .
It was super fun in her house .
We laughed and giggled damn loud when we were in her room .

Then there was this part whereby ,
Felicia was at the dining table ,
Her Grandma just nice come back from outer space ,
Than i ran out screaming madly out of Felicia's room .
My hands were like a cat scratching some ... wall or something .
Than her Grandma stared at me and said in some dialect i don't understand .
She said that i sound like a cat meow-ing crazily .
LOL , actually i also don't know larh .
I know i'm lame .
But you should have seen what happened .

Felicia was laughing at me lorh !
Hahahahahahaha . Crazy girl ><
I stayed at her house till like ... 10 plus ? (:
Peizhen came and i went off with Yuxuan and her .
We headed to Mac to have dinner cause i was hungry .
But in the end ,
They were the ones eating , not me .
So i went home after watching them eat .
Hah , when i got home ,
My mum told me to try on some clothes .

SO i tried and tried and tried .
And the clothes are like ... SO COOL AND SEXY LORH xD
But its nice :D:D:D
I'm so happy .
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL , weirdo :P
I got new clothes to wear liao !
Woohoooo !!!
Okay lol , a bit ... Over-reacted uh .
Hahaha (:
And now here i am , blogging {:
~~FOR THE SAKE OF BLOGGING~~

Hahahahahahaha , people !
I WANT YOUR TAGS PLEASE !
And also ,
Thank you for the christmas wishes <3
Deeply appreciated !
Alright peeps ,
Will post up the pictures soon .
Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyeybye .

2009-12-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

#8 rocks ttm ♥

Hahaha , hello peeps .
Felicia , you should know what my title is talking about ^^
Hah ! Fel ! Post your next post's title #10 larh !
Secret worh .
Anyway , i'm damn lazy to update .
Sorry ! Hah , byebye <3
PRESTIGE!PRESTIGE!PRESTIGE!
xDxDxD
Edited at 8.50pm !

Once upon a time , there's this psycho girl named FELICIA BOEY . She's the World's Love-Strong Girl . And i love her ! ♥♥♥

We really fell in love with PRESTIGE #8 & #10 ! :D:D:D
And we really retarded-ly , went to googled it .
THAT'S WHAT CUTE GIRLS DO c:
Eat that v''v
Okay bye !

2009-12-24T12:06:00.000-08:00

2009-12-24T11:01:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas ♥

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii guys .
Today was fun ?
Hah , not bad actually (:
Went to town today with a group of guy and girl friends .
Starting damn sian .
Than in the end ,
FUN ! :D
Nothing to post actually .

Just wanna say to every one of you , TAG-GERS <3
Thank you so so much for the tags .
Its much much much appreciated !
Best wishes and Merry Christmas !
Continue tagging please :D
Love you guys ^<
Thank you thank you .
Lastly , take care readers and tag-gers .

Anyway , i just wanna wish everybody a ...
HAPPY CHRISTMAS DAY ?! o.o
LOLOLOLOL , i mean ...
Merrrrrrrrrrry Chrrrrrrrristmas !!!
Me love you guys !
Had fun with you guys today (:
Basically , i'm talking about my friends that went out with me today !
Thank you soooooooooooooooo much !

I really enjoyed hanging out with you guys :D:D:D
Its just damn fun .
I found out about one thing though ...
When its a boring trip ,
Its really just damn boring .
But when its a fun trip ,
Its really just damn fun .
HAH ! LAME x3

Okay , end post le .
Gotta go get my beauty sleep .
LOL , nights ^^

2009-12-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

145th Post ♥

Hello darlings !
Chalet was alright .
The only part i loved was swimming .
HAHA !
Though i was having my periods ,
I insisted on swimming :b
I was lucky so it didn't came out when i pangseh-ded the water .
LOLOLOLOL . I'm weird .

Felicia jio-ed me to go to town tomorrow .
Haven't confirm if can yet leh .
This christmas will be SO boring .
Anyway , i specially sent a text to my family , including my dog O.O
Here goes ,

Dear Mum , Dad & Kor ,
Hello mummy , daddy and kor ! I just want to wish you guys a Merry Christmas ! Hohoho . I also want to tell you that , do you know that i got my very first christmas present on the very first christmas i had when i was born ? Guess what my present was ? ^^
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Santa Claus gave me the most loving and perfect family just for me (: I have two cute and bubbly parents , one super cool brother and one smaller hairy brother that cheers all of us up . Isn't everything just right ? :D Hahaha , what i am trying to say is that ... I Love My Family <3
xoxo ,
Germaineee(: !

Awwww , sweet horh ? ^^
Hahahaha , this text is not a chain message or whatever .
It is really made by me and my clever brain .
Okay people , i want your tags pleaseeeeee !
I want to know how you guys felt after reading my super touching text x]
Please comment !!! Byebyebyebyebye .
Merry Christmas ♥♥♥♥

2009-12-18T04:03:00.000-08:00

♥ I'll eat you up , so yum yum

Hello people .
I'm not gonna update alot today .
Cause i'm not feeling well .
Anyway , i'm sooooooooooo excited for tomorrow's training .
LOLOLOLOL weird .
Hah , oh yeah .
This post will be an apology post ? o.o
Lol ! Okay here goes ...

To D
Hey , i'm really sorry man ... I don't know how to face you or talk to you nowadays ... Cause i've hurt you soo deeply ... I didn't mean to ... I really didn't ... Sigh , but ... Seeing you like this because of me ... It just ... Really kills me ... I don't wanna see anybody sad because of me ... I mean ... Well , i don't know how to say but ... I'm really sorry ... Move on D ... Its not worth it ... Especially to girls like me ... I suck ttm i swear ... I'm just really sorry ... I just hope we can be super close friends like the past ... But if you don't want or you need time , i can understand ... So now ... All i really wanna say to you is ... I'm really sorry ... Bye , take care .

To R
Hey , i'm also really sorry ... I don't know how to explain to you what i am feeling right now ... Its just really really complicated and mixed up ... Sigh ... I'll tell you once i settle down and i'm mentally prepared alright ? I know you waited for quite long , but i'm still in the process of thinking so hard-ly and just have the courage to tell you ... I'm really sorry ... If you're gonna hate me after all these , i don't mind because its truly my fault ... I think i'm just not the right one for you too ... Maybe like what you said ... You said i treat you very good and blah blah blah ... But actually , i'm not that ... Good as you think ... I'm a very sucky person and i suck in everything especially as a girlfriend ... I'm just truly sorry for what happened now ... I just hope we can still be close friends too ... But like what i said previously , if you don't want or you need time , i can understand ... I'm just super sorry ... Take care and bye .

Alright guys ,
I'm not quite done apologising .
Cause lastly ,
I wanna apologise to every single one of you .
I've done ridiculous stuff that i really , truly regretted .
And ... People , i'm so sorry for what i've done .
Sorry everybody .
I'm trying to change for the better now .
Give me time and believe me that i can change okay guys ?
Thanks alot for your understandings peeps .
Gotta end here now .
Kay bye <3

2009-12-17T03:38:00.000-08:00

I dare not face the reality ♥

Hi guys .
Sorry for like ... Not updating .
I was kind of busy .
I really got nothing to say or update .
Cause , i'm just really tired .
Today sucks to the core .
You won't wanna know why anyway .

Gosh , i'm so jealous that my brother got a new phone lorh .
But the super funny thing is ,
He's new phone is in PINK .
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !
Okay larh , not gay but its cute lorh x]
Okay , drop the topic man .
Anyway , i'm so super-sick-kind-of-feeling now )":

I just feel crappy .
Maybe now i'm getting what i deserve (:
I deserve it bah .
I hurt so many people .
But that's not what i wanted .
I didn't mean to hurt them you know .
Sigh , but life is life .
And mine ... Sucks .

How to go on with life like this sia .
So sick !
I just pray everyday that everyone in the world is happy .
Always smiling and hyper .
Don't you think if the world is so happy ,
Everything would be so beautiful ? (:
Pfft , i don't know what is really going on in my life .
But all i know now ,
Is that its all screwed up and full of flaws and regrets .

I'm not being negative ,
I'm just saying what i know from my pathetic x3 life .
I hope god can help me stand up again .
Or maybe not even god ,
But someone ...
Just someone that can help me stand up on both feet .
Standing proud and start afresh .
Isn't that maybe ... What you guys want too ? :/

Ugh , i think i'm crazy talking about all these .
Maybe you guys will be like ...
Walao , what kind of person is this ?
Go and die better larh !
Yeah and etc etc .
But yeah , i feel like dying .
I gotta think about lots of stuff before dying .
Life is precious and you may only get to live once .

I'm still young and i've got a long way to go .
I've got big dreams and ambitions waiting for me to achieve it .
I got my family standing by me everyday ,
Though maybe they don't show it or ...
They shout in your face everyday and nag non-stop .
Your parents love you larh (:
There are still alot of challenges in life to face .
So we must be smart always in all ways .

Okay people , that's all for today .
I think i'm having a slight fever .
I feel damn hot all over , shit man !
Alright , byebye ^^

2009-12-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

What hurts the most ♥

Hello world !
I hate yesterday midnight and today ):
Cause ... yesterday ,
Ohhhh , long story .
Than today , i can't go for Netball training .
Cause my parents forced me to stay at home to take care of my dog .
They needed to go settle some stuff outside .
My brother went to work .

So yeah ...
Sucks man .
Seriously , it just simply sucks :/
I want my positions .
I don't wanna lose them .
I've deproved , so i must attend every single training unless valid reasons .
Today's reason was not valid like , duh .
I really want to strive even more in Netball .

I want to show coach that i can do it .
And there was once coach scolded me that ,
I would be the first to be changed ,
Once the next year's batch comes .
I obviously broke down .
So from that day , i kept telling myself that ,
I must persevere , i must push myself to the limit ,
And i must do my best (:

I was really disappointed that my parents said that Netball is~~n't~~ important .
They said Netball is just a CCA .
It just helps you to keep fit and stuff .
But , in my heart ,
Netball is almost everything .
Netball taught me how not to give up so easily ,
It also taught me to strive and do my very best in everything ,
It taught me alot (:
So yeah , CCAs teaches ALOT :D

Alright , just wanna inform you guys that ,
I'm using my prepaid number .
Not the ~~8282....~~
Is the 9349....
Cause my 8282 sim card has been confiscated .
The 9349 one has only $0.03 cents in it .
So if i never reply texts ,
Please read this again (:

Hah , okay .
I gotta go babes and dudes .
Ciao and loves .
P/S : I WANT TAGS PEOPLE . SERIOUSLY . v''v
I'll bite you ass(s) if you guys don't tag . Smile and thanks yo :D

2009-12-14T00:44:00.000-08:00

Confusion ♥

Hey guys ,
The pictures up there are Saturday's ECP outing (:
Most of the credits goes to Richard .
Thanks man .
Hahaha , some are mine .
Oreo , my mum , my cousins and some sky sceneries are taken by me .
YAY ! xD
Okay lololololol crazy .
I LOVE SONY DSLR A230L ! :D:D:D
Alright byebyebye ! Hahaha !

2009-12-12T07:21:00.000-08:00

Super Girl ♥

Hey guys ,
I was not lazy to update my blog lorh !
Hahaha , i just can't use the computer .
Today was fun :D
Went to East Coast Park .
Snap alot of pictures with my ~~noob~~ pro photography ^^
Okay cut the crap man .

I'm exhausted right now .
But i wanna check out some DSLR cameras (:
I mean at websites like sony , canon or nikon .
You know what ?
I AM GOING TO SAVE UP MONEY TO BUY ONE DSLR CAM :D
Its so freaking coooooooooooooool !!!
And super nice to use .

Alright peeps , gotta go man .
Bye ^<

2009-12-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

♥ 雨后天晴 , 总会有道彩虹 (:

hey guys,

I'm helping Germaine to update her blog.

she's simply too lazy to update so..

here I am (:

please continue to tag her to keep the blog alive

thanks :D

guess who am i ^_^

2009-12-09T03:54:00.000-08:00

♥ 傻瓜,我们都一样

Hey guys ,

Today's matches were alright (:

I did pretty well . And so did the others .

Great job guys :D

I'm proud to be in this team .

CANBERRA NETBALL TEAM <3

Okay , i sound crazy xb

I'm tired now so , yeah ...

Can't update lo .

Wanna orhorh liao .

Goodnight guys (:

2009-12-07T20:32:00.000-08:00

♥ Moved on

Hey guys .
I'm so so so sorry i never update for like ...
3 days or 4 ?
Sorry man .
PEACE PEACE PEACE !
I went out 3 days straight from 5th Dec i think .
Haha , fun manzxc :D

I think i settled down already peeps .
And obviously thats good news (:
Its been so long since i ever settled down ? o.o
Walao , broken english sia .
Haiyo , nevermind .
Nothing much to post actually .

Just wanna say thanks to the person who went out with me 3 days straight .
Incredible experience bah :D
Thanks shyguy {:
Alright gotta go le larh .
Byeeeeee <3

2009-12-04T23:32:00.000-08:00

♥ What Should I Do ?

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel
Do you think i'll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is it this? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it. The love I find with you, I won't find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isn't you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

This song is damn sad D:
And the lyrics are very meaningful .
Sigh , makes me sad lorh .
Alright , lame post .
Smile and Bye .

2009-12-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

♥ I'm officially missing you

Hey guys , sorry i didn't post yesterday .
My mum didn't allow me to use .
I'll keep this post short .
Today , got Adelyn and Rentro to entertain me :D:D:D
Thanks guys ! Heehee .
I also entertained them at the same time larh (:
Rentro send me some nice chinese songs .
Hahaha , thanks again :D

I hate today cause its raining ):<
Okay end of post .
LOL . Byeeeeee ><

2009-12-02T07:55:00.000-08:00

Cause even if i miss you , you're still not missing me ♥

Hey guys , its actually 2.30 now .
And crap ,
I'm still not asleep .
Tomorrow got training leh .
But its not in the morning so its QUITE fine to sleep late .
The green and white shirt+tank top is what i wore today .
Yay , its kinda cool and niceeee (:

I've been using the computer for like a few years manzxc .
Lol , okay , i'm OBVIOUSLY exaggerating .
I pray so hard that tomorrow i won't have so much mistakes .
I just know , in my heart that
I CAN DO IT :D
I need to practise , practise , PRACTISE !
Non-stopppppppp !!!
Or else won't improve de .

So i text-ed Yanching to meet up earlier tomorrow ,
To train earlier and be my partner for passes when we reach school early .
Oh ya , i text-ed Ade and Fel too to meet up earlier .
So yeah , we planned to meet at 12 tomorrow .
I just hope that tomorrow , will be a GREAT day :D
I bet it will be .
Alrighty , goodnight people .

Heyted.Iguessi'msomehowoveryoualready.
Actuallyi'mnotsureaboutmyfeelings.
Butiknowinmyheartthatwe'reimpossible.
Andibetthat'swhat'sinyourhearttoo.
Getherback.She'sagreatgreatgirl.
Youyourselfknowthatshe'stheoneforyou.
Ijustknowthati'm99%overyou?
Sigh,i'mconfused.
It'snotyourfaultthatyougetjealouseasilyorwhat.
That'sjustyoubeingyou(:
Ilearnedthat,you'reaguywhoneedstobepamperedandloved.
Well,ican,butmaybeican't.
Causeicanseeandfeelthatyoustillloveheralot.
Soiratherigiveupandletbothofyoulovebirdsfindthehappinessyoutwowanted.
Ithinkyougaveupearlierthanmethough.
Butthat'stherightdesicionbah.
Iadmitifeltdamnsadandibrokedownleavingtearsbehind.
But...Youmadetherightdesicionbah(:
I'mnotthegirlforyou.
I'mtomboyish,very...Er...Maybejustnotrightforyou.
Youseemsohappynowanyway.
I'mgladyouare.Butsometimes,myhearthurts.
Forsomereasonslarh.
Goodluckforeverythingandsmilemuchmuch.
Stillfriendslikelasttimeplease?
Causeafterallthis,wetalkless,likeveryless.
Ijustwantustobeclose-friends-like.
Ifcannotthanitsokay.
Iwon'tforceyou.
Btw,ithinkihaveacrushonsomeoneelsealready?
Er...Yeah,iknow.I'maflirtright?
Alright,sweetdreamsted(:

2009-12-01T22:15:00.000-08:00

SPORTS CAMP & OUTINGS ♥

2009-11-30T06:02:00.000-08:00

Just go out there and do what you've got to do , be strong Germaine ♥

-We should not let our fears hold us back from pursuing our hopes .
-Concentration is the secret of strength .
-Everyone has his burdens . What counts is how you carry it .
-Always look at what you have left . Never look at what you have lost .
-Take charge of your attitude . Don't let someone else choose it for you .
-The only disability in life is a bad attitude .
-The first and best victory is to conquer self .
-Even when opportunity knocks , a man still has to get off his seat and open the door .
-You have to perform at a consistently higher level than others . That's the mark of a true professional .
-Step up the stairs or stare at the steps .
-Leaders aren't born , they are made . And they are made just like anything else , through hard work . And that's the price we'll have to pay to achieve that goal , or any goal .
-Ability is what you're capable of doing . Motivation determines what you do . Attitude determines how well you do it .
-Continuous effort , not strength or intelligence is the key to unlocking our potential .
-Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly .
-A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step .
-Even if you are on the right track , you will get run over if you just sit there .
-In order to succeed , we must first believe that we can .
-To succeed , you need to find something to hold on to , something to motivate you , something to inspire you .
-The will to win , the desire to succeed , the urge to reach your full potential . These are the keys that will unlock the door to personal excellence .
-Whether you think you can or think you can't , you're right .
-You can determine how confident people are by listening to what they don't say about themselves .
-Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all .
-Watch your thoughts; they become words . Watch your words; they become actions . Watch your actions; they become habits . Watch your habits; they become character . Watch your character; they become destiny .

So people , stay strong and press on :D

Thanks girl , i'm still really sorry . You're the best (: I love you too ♥

2009-11-27T21:27:00.000-08:00

你变了,你对我的一举一动...都变了 ♥

Hey guys .
I'm just very unhappy now .
With everything .
I just feel very lonely .
A pain is living in all parts of me .
I just feel ... Pain all over .
I'm doing everything in my life ,
Step by step .

Its just that ...
Everything just gets messed up in the end .
Or maybe ,
There's just no end .
Sigh , i think i don't wanna make this post a sad one .
Almost all my posts are sad .
Damn it larh .

Alright , i don't wanna post le .
Just really loss for words .
Just his smile can brighten everything up (:
But times changed and people changed .
So ... That's the past already .
Germaine's letting him go already .
She's trying ):
Okay byeeee .

2009-11-25T23:11:00.000-08:00

怎么了?你累了,说好的幸福呢 ♥

Greetings , i'm back from sports camp le.
Don't you guys just miss me ? xb
Hahas , okay i'm back to my nonsense again .
I'm so exhausted after camp yesterday .
But after camp , i headed to 357 .
I sat they for quite a while .
Not playing matches but to just see those guy friends of mine .
Kinda missed them you know (:

Sat a side and stretched for how-would-i-know reason .
After the guys are done with their matches ,
We all went to Broadway .
And surprisingly ,
I saw Meizi and Peizhen :D:D:D
Approached them and talked to them .
After talking , i went to a table near the guys and sat there alone .
I sat alone , cause my bag is SO amazingly big .

Meizi and Peizhen came to me a while later .
We talked again and it was really fun talking to those two cuties x3
Hahaha , be honoured horh you two babes x]
Sorry for pangseh-ing the guys uh .
I very the anti-social deh .
You guys should know if you know me well .
Really sorry dudes.
Hang out more lurhs ! :D

Anyway , back to what i was saying ,
After talking the second time , hahas ,
The guys went off a few minutes earlier than us .
We also went off afterwards .
We went to the Minimart nearby .
I bought YANYAN ! (:
Niceeeeeeeee lehs .
Meizi also bought the same as me .

Hahas , after buying they send me home first .
Cause they want to continue chatting and also i can't stay longer le .
Waved goodbye and so they went to have a er ren shi jie time .
Hahahaha .
When i reached home ,
I was soooooo happy to see my family .
Lols , i know 3 days is nothing but i just missed them for some special reasons .
Showered , played with Oreo and went to sleep :}

Today , i woke up .
And found that my parents are already up .
They last time also not so early wake up de lorh .
Haha , watched tv .
Ate KitKat cause got nothing to eat .
Watched Barney -.-
Cause got nothing to watch .
Text a little .

Now ? Using computer lo .
Hahas , btw .
GOOD GAME NANHUA BABES ! :D
They're cute lorh .
Heehee , linked some of them le .
Alright , gotta go (:
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥